Wednesday, December 16, 2009
am so tired.currently sailing now.weather's bad cuz it's always raining then stop.and then it goes raining again.ytd duty den today have to sail again.i mean what's new?solving defects,sailing,getting fcuked,fire drills,extra works.but no pay raise.lol.maybe it's too early for me to say all this but yeah.i still have a long way to go.will it remain like this till the future?who knows?
i love my girl,
Saturday, December 12, 2009
i just dont like the feeling of being forced...saying something that makes me feel bad...and always thinking for yourself...that you'll be bored and alone....its not the reason...so even if im there i cant do anything...please be understanding...for 1 week i've always been meeting you less my duty days and its still not enough?please dont force me to tell you i need my life back...cuz there's always a limit to everyone's patience...
i love my girl,